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2:26 p.m. - May. 16, 2002 We did play a bit of ball together. I must say that I kicked his ass, regardless of what he will tell his friends. We met up with a few of his friends, Lisa and David. Did a bit of bar hopping, shut a couple of places down. We all parted ways at 1:30am. Eltin and I swung by his place, so that he could get his car � that way, I wouldn�t have to drive him home later. Well, he never went home. At least, he didn�t go home last night. Immediately upon walking in the door of my home, we headed up to the loft. He asked if he could make himself comfortable. Of course, I said. So, he took off his clothes � down to his boxers and t-shirt. We smoked and talked and just lay around together. At some point, we got completely naked. Together, we are wildly erotic, passionate and genuine. We talked about making love. We�re waiting. We�ve both decided that we like each other too much to have sex together too soon. Last night, we considered making it THE night. But, it just kept getting later and later�and it just didn�t happen. Eltin wants to wait til Saturday, at the Beach House party. I don�t know about trying to make love (especially, our first time) with a whole house full of people. When I pointed this out to him, I could see that he was considering this as well. Which is why I thought that last night would�ve been a great night. Actually, any night, day, moment that he wants to make love with me is fine with me. I think that it is completely fantastic, beautiful, amazing and intimate that Eltin comes over to sleep with me. And, I�m not talking sex. Yet. We spent the night together this past Friday�and stayed up til 6am on Saturday morning, together. Come Saturday morning, we caught about 2 hours of sleep before heading to breakfast. On Saturday night, he came over�got immediately naked, kissed me on the forehead and wished me sweet dreams. We slept in each other�s arms and went to breakfast again on Mother�s Day, before we parted ways for the afternoon. Sunday night he made dinner for me at his place. Again, we came close to making love, but abstained. Went out Monday night. Went out again last night. Just wonderful, all the time that we are spending together�
Ok, so the reason for the title of this entry �The sweetest thing I have ever seen� is what happened around 3:30am. He was down between my legs, eating me. It was wonderful. But then he just stopped. I looked down at him�and he had fallen asleep with his face in me. My god, it was beautiful � so endearing. It was the sweetest thing I have ever seen. My heart exploded and I didn�t want that moment to end, EVER. Oh, to be a fly on the wall�with a camera. Oh, to have a photo of that moment in time�wow. He slept like this for a few minutes. He woke up to pee just as I was thinking out loud, �That is the sweetest thing I have ever seen.� He looked up at me, announced that he was going to the bath�and then, upon his return, I simply must tell him what I was referring to. I told him and he laughed. Did he blush? Perhaps. We curled up on my tiny little Monk�s bed (size smaller than a twin, if you can believe it) and we slept this way. When I woke up, he wrapped his arms around me, kissed me, held me, and just smiled and smiled. There is nothing more beautiful and nothing more special than sleeping with him. (Oh, I have to just say something � I have YET to see or feel or come to know his flaccid penis). That�s right � it is always hard (when I�m anywhere around, he tells me). Wow. Good thing he lives near me. Makes it so nice to be able to run back & forth, between our homes. I didn�t even shower this morning. I just washed my face, brushed my teeth, threw on some clothes & makeup and headed to work.
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