9:24 a.m. - Jan. 15, 2003
Back from the dead
Jan 14, 2003
Back from the dead
Dizzy weakness, and a burning in my gut that moans out to me in a hunger that I cannot feed. It makes me shiver. It is always so fucking cold.
Stomach flu last week. It had to be the single most miserable experience of my life, to date. Lingering, evil shit. The only solid food I could eat (for 4 days) was dry toast and crackers. On Tuesday of last week, I slept for 22 hours. I woke up only when someone would call, to check up on me.
I haven�t weighed myself, but I am sure that I lost 3 � 5 pounds last week.
Icky, icky shit.
But I am better now. I ate very well this past weekend and I have been ravenous these past 2 days, eating just about everything in sight. I can locate free food within a 3-floor radius, at the office.
